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Think, think, think.
An effort to be - me.
My brain is stiffened matter,
dried out and needing fluidity.
Cohesion, I need it,
I need to be it.
Scatterbrained - fountain
of words, words, words.
Love, hate,
logical, fallacy,
free, restrained,
forever, never,
bitter, sweet.
Without feeling, I am emptiness,
without thought, I am baggage.
Regret, certainty,
serene -
tear off my face, to find the other side.
I need to be, be, be - me.
An effort to be - me.
My brain is stiffened matter,
dried out and needing fluidity.
Cohesion, I need it,
I need to be it.
Scatterbrained - fountain
of words, words, words.
Love, hate,
logical, fallacy,
free, restrained,
forever, never,
bitter, sweet.
Without feeling, I am emptiness,
without thought, I am baggage.
Regret, certainty,
serene -
tear off my face, to find the other side.
I need to be, be, be - me.
Literature
Pride
Glances wither, voices fade
Towers crumble, mirrors crack--
What's wrong with me?
This body that never
Was meant to be mine
This son who is always
Referred to as "daughter"--
What's wrong with me?
The bundle of sticks
That's a little too happy
The "I'm proud, I swear"
That's a little too sad--
What's wrong with me?
But there's this voice
This subconscious smile
That whispers what, maybe, I knew all along,
Says maybe,
Just maybe,
"You were born this way."
There's this thought,
This near silent whisper
That speaks from the cracks of the mirror that lied,
Says maybe,
Just maybe
"There's nothing to be ashamed of."
Th
Literature
Not Trans Enough
No, no I'm not alright.
I thought I was okay when I thought I got over them. I thought everything was fine when I thought I knew who I was, but then they come in and tell me who I am and who I'm supposed to be.
But low, I'm not even Trans* enough.
I'm not Trans* enough because I'm apprehensive about taking T.
I'm not Trans* enough because I'm not constantly ogling over girls.
I'm not Trans* enough because I like to wear dresses from time to time.
I'm not Trans* enough because I don't work out at the gym.
I'm not Trans* enough because I like to Sew and Bake.
I'm not Trans* enough because I didn't 'come out' when I was 3.
I'm not Trans
Literature
Curious to be a Lesbian
Somedays I dream of a girls kiss
I want to hold her hand in public,
Need to claim her as mine
Somedays, my sexuality is confused
I almost need to be with a girl sometimes
The need to feel her soft hands on my body
Somedays, I wonder what it's like to fall in love with a girl
I've dated them, but never been in love with a girl
I really want to be with another girl
Somedays, I am curious what it's like to be a lesbian
I know I'm not straight and I'm comfortable with that
But, what is it like?
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Personally, I like the tear off my face bit, best. A bit gruesome, all over the place and maybe a bit ugly, but I hope it felt deep and enjoyable. 
Is there anything you think could be done to improve this? Are the repetitions too many? Should there be less?
I'm looking for making it crazy and fun, not the usual poem, out there.
Is there anything you think could be done to improve this? Are the repetitions too many? Should there be less? I'm looking for making it crazy and fun, not the usual poem, out there.
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Overall Vision Originality
Technique ImpactTo be - me ?
I really have no idea how to start.
I can see your vision. Your originality. Your technique and the strongest was the impact I got from your poet.
My hands shook when I read it. And I read it again and again when I realized that I let ten minutes went by.
Honestly... I want to see more from you... The impact you give out is very heartwarming.
There's nothing to change for this is almost perfect <img src="e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/s…" width="15" height="15" alt="
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